I Need a Maid

Seriously.

By the time I fight my way through the ridiculous traffic to get home, it is 6pm or later. Curves closes at 7:30. And dinner needs to be made and cleaned up, the dogs need care, things need to be picked up around the house...so you see, I really do need a maid or a helper of some sort. I don't know if the term "maid" is offensive. All of this seems so much easier when it stays light out longer, too. I don't remember feeling so overwhelmed during the summer and fall. I can't wait for the time to change! And, I need to get my mini-me's to help out more.

So anyway, tonight I was really hungry when I got home but did not want to wolf down dinner to make it to Curves on time, so I drank some skim milk before I got BACK in the car to fight my way through more traffic to go to Curves. I almost didn't go. I got soooo tired on my way home, but I thought, it is already the middle of January. I have to keep focused here, I cannot let time slip away. It goes so fast, just get your butt to Curves and stop whining!

So I did it. There were three women there who I think were just there to socialize. That really bugs me for some reason. They are not working hard at all, just laughing and yukking it up, and just playing on the machines. I know, I know, I just need to focus on myself and not be judgemental. It just breaks my concentration and is irritating. There was also a woman there who I see alot. She is the size I WANT to be, and she works it when she is there. I like to be there with her. She motivates me. And she doesn't even know it!!

Onward...